Today my lovely friend Rose told me that she’s started reading my blog and feels that it is really powerful. “I don’t know why you haven’t got millions of people coming to you for healing”, she said.<\/p>\n
“I know”, I replied. “I’ve spent the last three years running myself ragged trying to let ht world know I’m here, trying to share the 25 years of knowledge, experience, training and research I’ve done in tools for healing, growth and transformation and it’s like no-one wants what I’m offering! No-one cares! I’m trying to share something, or in business terms ‘selling a service’ that no-one seems to want. Or, as my wise and loving husband put it, “No-one knows they want it!”<\/p>\n
I went deeply into my body’s response to this… how would it feel having ‘millions of clients?’ as Rose put it. Eeek! My body screamed. \u00a0Okay then, how about 4 or 5 clients a day? Eeek! My body screamed. \u00a0Okay then, how about just 1 or 2 a day? Eeek! My body still screamed. 3 or 4 a week? No?<\/p>\n
Then it hit me! \u00a0I’M NOT READY!<\/p>\n
I’m too tired. Too ill. Except ill is not the right word. It is just ‘not ready’. I am transitioning – not the ultimate one into death, but a double\/triple whammy even so.<\/p>\n
WOW. All of these are BIG TRANSITIONS and all of them are moving me towards my next goal\/stage in life, which is TRUE AUTHENTIC EMPOWERMENT or living my SOUL’s life.<\/p>\n
This means coming into a deeper level of living, moving into GREATNESS, MASTERY if you will, Mastery of my own authentic way of living and sharing my gifts with the world.<\/p>\n
This is not mastery in the sense of becoming a master teacher, or guru, but the master of my own healing process\/journey towards wholeness. It is the passing through the doorway from EGO ATTACHMENT to AUTHENTIC SOUL POWER. The last few bricks are tumbling from my wall and I’m going to be able to shine my light fully as I energy from behind it.<\/p>\n
During this part of the process I am dissolving into chaos right now, like the caterpillar dissolved into genetic soup – in order to transform into a butterfly.<\/p>\n
I believe that the Uveitis is my signal to withdraw from the world and focus on the\u00a0dissolution and re-integration process so that I can become WHOLE, wholly and Holy my Self.<\/p>\n
I believe that this is our mission in life, our meaning, our purpose. This is the mission of our soul. To find our true light, our skills, gifts, our joys, our passion and radiate them out into the universe for the highest good of all.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
So….. here I go. Into my soup. I will continue to share this process as I go along.<\/p>\n
And I am FEELING EXCITED!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Today my lovely friend Rose told me that she’s started reading my blog and feels that it is really powerful. “I don’t know why you haven’t got millions of people coming to you for healing”, she said. “I know”, I replied. “I’ve spent the last three years running myself ragged trying to let ht world … <\/p>\n